怀念

就是觉得很好奇，是不是每个人的婆婆都会问自己的孙＂及时要结婚＂今天和Ahbin 到了他外婆家时，他的外婆就问了他这个问题。这就让我想起婆婆每次都会对表姐她们，让后她就接着下一句话＂我不知道我等得到吗？＂ 也许在她们的心中她们希望能看到我们的快乐。 真的很怀念那段时候和婆婆一起打麻将，嘻嘻哈哈坐在一起说话的时候。没想到婆婆就这样离开，多希望她会看到她每个孙结婚生子。

Now I don't feel any family warm here, I just want to live in a peace home. Sometimes I just hope dad will understand me, always seems so hard to communicate with him. And I hate staying at home during the weekends, it always make me feels like I am always alone.. I really wished I have a siblings, to share every of my problems, living alone in the house w so many problems just don't feel comfortable. 

I wish you could know how I feel dad.

Fickle Minded

Just when i thought, thinking of the past.
Hoping that granny is still around to attend my 21st. As i know, she was asking me to book a chalet beside the sea because she love the view. But then, it was kinda upset that she wasn't around to celebrate with me. She wasn't able to wait that few years to attend all her grand children wedding and etc.. Now i just hope that i could have a memorable 21st, hoping that all my families member could attend the party (if i am able to book a place) Despite a cake cutting or photo taking, i also happy.

Now i am having a problem, whether should i book a function room or chalet?
Or should i just travel? cause i don't want to spend much, because my bonus for July will be quite little. Such a headache to plan this. Just because it is 21st, i just want to make it memorable.

But i don't know who will attend, who will not.
Hoping that all my close ones will be able to make it.
Really.

So as Taiwan trip, bf said he wanted to travel during Sept or Oct.
Need a big save for everything, & also bf's birthday is in July..
Such a big clash.. What is a best solution to settle it all?
Damn...