Some people might think being the only child is considered "lucky" Or "fortunate".
But for me, i don't think i am. Cause it always keep me worry about things that is always happening and YET no body is sharing the problems with me.
Having so much problems to carry, its always not an easy task. Always have this thoughts of running away from every single problems that is coming towards me. but unfortunately i can't, i have to face it through. Every single things, Am always thinking how to make my future a better one? Having a cert but yet useless, cause i am not working hard for it. Am always lazing around, i always wish & hope to have a better family in future of my own. Can i? I always question myself this.
For this 21 years of my life, i know it's not easy to be in a adulthood. Tough time always pulls you down, if only there is someone to lead me through all this tough time, be there to guide me through every single things teaching me what to do & stuff... I wish to learn. Am really want to spend my free time on something useful, but why is it so difficult to find something that really interest you?
Have been talking to fen about this, both of us have a dream.
A dream to open a cafe next time, all this need lots of saving.
At first, i am wrong to think that i have studied the wrong course.
(Business administration) but somehow it might be useful in future,
For those who are interested in doing a business? it might help i guess.
I love baking, but if i were to take up baking course it might be quite expensive.
Always envy those people can bake really well.
So ever since primary 5 i have started to get interest in netball,
but i lost my interest after i have finished my ITE course.
Even basketball, the activities i will have for every weekend is no longer my interest now.
So much to worry yet have to solution to it
